Last Friday I attended a Division Planning Conference for all School Journalism Coordinator in preparation for the forthcoming Division Presscon at Calabanga Camarines Sur. It was my first time to attend such meeting with the English Area Supervisor. I was there ten minutes before 8a.m. because the communication tells so, only to find out that we have to wait for more than an hour.Some Coordinators come from far Districts and they have to really travel for an hour or more. Anyway, whatever time they may start I always have something with me, so I won't be bored. I brought my book from Maya Angelou, trying to read it word for word, ignoring the voices that roar inside the library hub where the meeting was held.At least I've reached 26 pages, good enough!I don't know them, I just listen to all of them, knowing that they are all experienced coordinators, so they have the floor.
They speak and look intelligent as they are all chosen from among 36 Districts in our Division. I remained silent. Silence is golden, sometimes! I am nobody, I don't even feel that I am a Coordinator, I was just there not thinking of my designation. When I go back to my own district, I know I have to disseminate the information as accurate as what I've heard.I do not want my fear to dwell in my system, as much as possible I want to be relaxed.
I actually do not want to be involved with such thing like this, but I was recommended twice, I just cannot turn them down. So I am learning to deal with them, deal with additional loads.
What my heart wants is really to write and have more time reading, While writing, I also want to earn and enjoy life without pressure, but that doesn't mean I will give up my teaching. It has been a part of my system.But I am just frustrated with the way teachers act now. I actually do not want to specify my observations here because I have respect to them. People has different views and principles..and so I do.
When it comes to work, just work and never look at how others work, so you'll be happy at the end of the day!!All will change. I just hope that good shall always prevail.This is just a random thought, no particular subject, but then it's what in my heart...and what I feel is always true.There are fears in my heart, but my mind says, I should be hopeful and continue being humane. Some may abuse you, or use you, but then always fill your heart with gladness..the moment that we still breath is enough reason to live and savor life..... no matter what!!
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